| Location | Walsall |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Miscarriage |
| Date of Birth | 16/07/2003 |
| Date of Death | 16/07/2003 |
| Visitors | 1,733 since 05/09/2008 |
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after a turbulant 1st mariage, i met and married my soul mate dave. as any couple we wanted children to make our lives complete. in 2003 i was happy to find out i was expecting our 1st baby, booked midwife / hospital etc and started to plan all the things we were going to do. on 14th july 2003 i felt unwell i had pains in my shoulder but carried on with work by the evening it was worse. rang docs told to rest i had proberly over done it.... on 15th july after coming in from work i was resting and had a stabbing pain in my lower abdomen. i ran to the loo and there was blood. in panic i rang doc again and was again told to rest. over night things settled. i got up and went to work next day but by mid morning bleeding was back. rang doc and he said yet again go home to rest, come and see him at evening surgery. i did this and he sent me then to epau. they were lovely i was examined and told everything appeared normal my cervix was tight closed. a scan was booked for next day at 9am. i got home relived. but at 10pm the pain was back , i rushed to the loo and i lost my baby. i was devasted. i went for scan next morning as they told me too, and scan showed what i new already my angel was gone. we cried together on the way home, but things got difficult as my hubby didnt talk or cry after that night, we drifted further away. we blamed each other for our loss. i am writing this now 5 yrs on as this yr i have finally grieved for my baby, we releassed balloons on the 5th anniversay and felt like we were finally healing.... we then went to see a medium, ( i am a believer but if you read this and you are not then i wont be offended.) she told me things that she could never have guessed and i hadnt given her any clue what i wanted to talk about. anyway she told me i had a son in spirit and to name him (we called him david.) but there was also a daughter lost even earlier in the pregnancy than my son we named her chelsea. writing this has helped me now put something to remember my lost babies by, as i had now scan pics or funeral as it was too early in the pregnancy i was only 9 weeks gone. so too my baby angels i love you now as much as i did then i will never forget you you are with me always, i know you help me with your 2 little brother and when they old enough i will tell them about you. rest in peace in god beautiful garden till we meet again. all my love and floaty kisses to you both. mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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How will heaven be?
As far as I can see
It will have huge bells
And will be situated on clouds
It will have many golden wells
That will so often swell
Rain will be abundant
And the sun will shine all day long
Angels will play on the harp
The sweetest summer song
Music that will touch the heart
While those beneath will shed drops of sorrow
Little will they know what will happen on the morrow
But to them up above
As plain and clear it will be
As far as far as I can see
Yes there will be misty alleys
And lush green meadows
Fresh with the fragrant smell of spring
Winter will never be bitter
Summer never so hot
Autumn never so bare
And resources never so scarce
Food for all will be relished by all.
Grateful we’ll be as grateful can be
Mountains high and strong and brown
Surrounding that hidden land,
Beautiful and vast seas I see
There colour as blue as sapphire can be
And the white waves lashing upon the shore
Sitting on the flattened grey rocks
Who would not call it absolutely heavenly?
However it might actually be,
But can we still not see
There will lie behind this seen
A relieving feeling of bliss
For where not have we been
But is this not by all believed
That after one’s decease
This is the land of eternal peace
Where we all ultimately reach?
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Tiny Angels rest your wings
sit with me for awhile.
How I long to hold your hand,
And see your tender smile.
Tiny Angel, look at me,
I want this image clear....
That I will forget your precious face
Is my biggest fear.
Tiny Angel can you tell me,
Why you have gone away?
You weren't here for very long....
Why is it, you couldn't stay?
Tiny Angel shook his head,
"These things I do not know....
But I do know that you love me,
And that I love you so".
Hoping your family have a happy New Year
With love
Hayden's nannie
The world may never notice
If a Snowdrop doesn't bloom,
Or even pause to wonder
If the petals fall too soon.
But every life that ever forms,
Or ever comes to be,
Touches the world in some small way
For all eternity.
The little one we longed for
Was swiftly here and gone.
But the love that was then planted
Is a light that still shines on.
And though our arms are empty,
Our hearts know what to do.
Every beating of our hearts
Says that we love you.
Time has taken me from you,
Although not very far.
I'll be watching through the sunshine
And through the brightest star.
I'll be watching all of you,
From the heavens up above.
So take good care of each other
And carry all my love.
If you're ever wondering
If I'm there, here's where you can start.
Take a look inside yourself
Deep within your heart.
I'll always be your baby,
Your child (grandchild), your best friend.
So anytime you need me,
Close your eyes I'm back again.
"For My Unborn Child"
by Marigrace Iodice
I never got to see your face
Or even give you a name
But in my heart, you hold a special place
And for that, I would never be the same
I'll never hear you laugh or cry
Or hold you in my arms tenderly
I'll never know the color of your eyes
But I will still love you endlessly
I never got to hold your hand
I never got to sing you a lullaby
I will never come to understand
Why murderers run free & innocent souls die
I'll always have my suspicions
Why God took you from me
All these unanswered questions
That would burn inside of me
Forever saddened upon this Earth
Crying for you, my unborn child
Never blessed by your birth.
But I'll be here, Unable to smile
You are my shining light in heaven
For One of God's Angels to love
Until I get my wings to descend
She'll take care of you, for me, in Heaven above
You'll be my Guiding Light to Heaven's Gate
Where I'll get to see your Angelic Smile
And even if I never got to see your face
I'll know in an instant that you are my unborn child!
A Birthday In Heaven - by Kris Smith
We heard you crying yesterday,
And felt your heart-sent love.
So we’re sending you this message
Now, from Heaven up above.
You’re wondering if we’ll celebrate
Our Birthday (way up here).
We know you’re missing me today
We feel your essence near.
God planned a special day for us,
He told us with a wink.
He’d ordered us a special cake
(It’s Angel food, I think).
Balloons will fill the streets for us,
They float up through the clouds.
And we have lots of friends up here
That make us laugh out loud.
There is a Birthday carousel,
Jewelled horses ride the wind,
With music playing, oh so sweet…
The magic never ends.
We’ve made so many friends, you see
We laugh and play and sing.
We ride our bikes and play jump rope
And sleep in Angel’s wings.
We’ll have our cake and ice cream
And open gifts - SURPRISE!
But we don’t blow out our candles here
Instead, they light the skies.
With love from your little Angels xx
But Jesus called the children to him and said, "Let the little children come to me, and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of God belongs to such as these. I tell you the truth, anyone who will not receive the kingdom of God like a little child will never enter it."
xxxxx
Hills & Valleys
© Sue Morton
The hills, the valleys
and the bends.
Going up and down each day,
wondering if my heart will mend.
Sure, the pain will lessen
and I'll genuinely smile once more
but the emptiness will stay
and my heart will forever be sore.
You were all I ever wanted
and now you'll never be.
You were going to be my future
now that has ceased for me.
I can't help this feeling
of feeling so alone,
but I just can't talk about it
I don't want to be a moan.
So I'll keep writing
and talking to you in my mind.
Until we meet one day
and then true joy I will find.
I'm not saying
it's going to be soon,
even if it's years from now
my joy will be over the moon
God needed an angel in heaven
When Jesus lived upon the earth so many years ago,
He called the children close to him because he loved them so.....
And with that tenderness of old, that same sweet, gentle way,
He holds your little loved one close within his arms today.....
And you’ll find comfort in your faith that in his home above
The God of little children gives your little one his love....
So think of you little darling lighthearted and happy and free
Playing in God’s promised land where there is joy eternally.
Helen Steiner Rice
The tiny rosebud God picked to bloom in Heaven.
The master gardener from heaven above
Planted a seed in the garden of Love,
And from it there grew a rosebud small
That never had time to open at all.
For God in his perfect and all-wise way
Chose this rose for his heavenly bouquet,
And great was the joy of this tiny rose
To be the one our Father chose
To leave earth’s garden
For one on high
where roses bloom always and never die.
So, while you can’t see your precious rose bloom,
You know the great gardener from the upper room
Is watching and tending this wee rose with care,
Tenderly touching each petal so fair.
So think of your darling with the angels above,
Secure and contented and surrounded with love,
And remember God blessed and enriched your lives too,
For in dying your darling brought heaven closer to you.
Helen Steiner Rice
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
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